Sunday, August 15, 2021

Muscle Spasm & Cramps

Some months back while in bed I sneezed and suddenly because of the body jerk I bruised my ribs on the right side. Hurt like SOB. I was unable to seriously move around for the next week. I could do basic maintenance physical stuff but bending down and going to the bathroom became painful. about 3 weeks later after the pain subsided I coughed and this time on my left side I bruised my internal intestines I felt it instantly. And again it took close to 2 weeks for the muscle to relax. And now this time, I am uncertain what I did. It started out slow in the same area where my original cancer was. If I coughed or sneezed it was just painful and right around the left lung area which is freaking the shit out of me. But after checking into my body I am not congested. I take deep breathes and I am not in pain. The pain happens only from. I am not certain what to think. Doctors at moffitt are aware and I have many tests scheduled for this Wednesday. I can hobble short distances. I also use a cane. Below is a photo of one of the many blood tests they do with me. I may be smiling but I am not a big fan of needles and there have been a number of times where they couldn't find my vein and they tried 3 times which triggered an anxiety attack. I have to make sure I drink a lot of water so they have no problem getting blood.


Help Me Fight Stage 4 Cancer

Friday, July 23, 2021

My Stage 4 cancer

What would be the first thoughts that run through your mind when doctors tell you that you have stage 4 cancer. Apparently, It’s attacking my spine. The Moffitt Cancer Center has me on Xeloda and a very powerful dosage. 2000 mg in the morning and 2000 mg in the evening. My condition is serious. They have me going to counseling to help deal with my diagnosis. I am frustrated. I do not want to die. I am seriously facing mortality in a way I could never have imagined. My general animosity is towards the medical technology community and those that control cures but refuse to release them because it doesn’t generate the money as much as Death does. Am I convinced that there is a cancer cure, Yes? But unfortunately, the Military Industrial Complex refuses to release these cures because of greed and power. Do I believe there is a conspiracy that has overtaken our planet and has subjected our species to a manufactured prison which includes controlling the environment and the biological conditioning of any species that allows disease to manifest such as cancer, yes I do. If you look back over the decades at all the so-called disease that the CDC is fighting and how they suddenly have a cure/vaccine for it which should make you think. This shit is being manufactured and we are being lied to on a grand scale. We have been imprisoned by an alien race that has been on this planet for a long time. There is way too much proof all over the world that has been shrouded from the world. You just need to open your eyes and stop believing the official narrative. Use your common sense, your intuition. Our bodies and minds are being poisoned in a variety of ways not just environment and biological but through frequency vibrations. I have been doing my best to keep my frequency up but I am being worn down. And I am uncertain what else I can do to raise my vibration. I do feel like I am under attack but also on a psychic level. Its hard for me to put that into words but I can feel it. And my body is doing its best to fight off the attack. I find Comedy is my best release but its very hard for me to laugh without coughing up a storm.

Wednesday, July 14, 2021

Radiology

I was up at Moffitt today at the Magnolia Location to discuss possible radiation treatment for my left Femur because the cancer is present in that area based on the xrays. However the cancer is also wide spread though out my body in other words I am in stage 4 cancer prognosis which is not good. Its in my blood and bones. The purpose of this visit was to determine if I should have the radiation treatment based on the amount of pain I am experiencing on my left leg which is really minimum. One of the questions I presented or asked was is the Xeloda meds they prescribed working? Has the drug slowed the progression of the cancer? If so, then radiation should not be needed because radiation also has a tendency to weaken the bones making them brittle and a higher risk for injury. As was the case with my spine after the initial radiation treatment it destroyed the cancer in one section of my spine but also caused my bones to become easy to break which was the reason for the special Spinal surgery. 



Monday, June 21, 2021

Xrays

Had two x rays done on Monday June 14, 2021 one on my Shoulder and one on my Pelvis this was because of of an incident I did few months back where I moved some sand bags. not by lifting them but trying to push them onto a flat rolling cart. Unfortunately any over exertion of any heavy objects can cause me extreme pain. And I felt it 24 hours later in my left knee, my groin, my hip and left shoulder. I have been order by doctors because of my condition not to lift any over 5lbs. How's that for a life changer. Think about putting groceries into your car from the shopping cart, or putting out the garbage. Or doing the laundry, or cleaning around your home.  



Wednesday, June 9, 2021

Fighting Cancer

Having cancer has seriously disabled my life in ways I could never have imagined. It affects everything. It makes you look at your life in ways most would never. One day you putting on a sock and the next day you can't bend over. You can't walk. and if you do its only for maybe 50 feet. besides being in stage 4 cancer I also have severe arthritis all over according to all the tests. Makes it very hard to have an existence. I am no longer able to lift over 5 lbs due to concerns of bones breaking because the cancer is not just in my spine but its in my bones too, talk about a double wammy. 

Acupuncture

 Along with the cancer treatment at Moffitt I have been given permission by my doctors to have acupuncture treatment for help with my healing. Pictured below is Nicole Noles of Port Charlotte


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Port Charlotte FL 33952
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Cancer Progression

 When I first learned that I had cancer my whole body went into shock. March 22, 2017 and my mind was racing. I had been feeling something under my left arm pit for some time and it was only when my father went into ICU because of his cancer that I asked his doctor to look at me too. The expression on his face literally made my body go cold. He urged me to have the clinic I was using at the time. Virginia B Andes to arrange for biopsy and mammograms'. At that time one of their volunteers was also a cancer survivor and she made all the referral arrangements for me. She had been through it and knew the severity of dealing with cancer. When I received all the tests back it was confirmed that I did indeed have cancer. I notified my fathers doctor and had a meeting with him. Dr Percente then introduced me to a Doctor Kilek at Moffitt Cancer Center in Tampa. My family and I had a meeting with this doctor and after all the information was presented it was determined that a mastectomy was the best solution. At least one would think so. A port was installed in preparation for chemo treatment. However after one treatment my body began to bleed in a variety of locations and chemo was stopped. After that I went on with life to some degree however no one informed at least to my knowledge that the port needed to be maintained. And unfortunately because of that lapse in information the Port caused a serious infection which included Sepsis where my leg and collar bone swelled up and tumor in my spine which if I had wait any longer then I did would have either killed me or paralyzeId me permanently. So Emergency Spinal Surgery was done and I spent the next 3 weeks in the Fawcette Medical in port Charlotte. However because of the time it was taking to heal from sepsis they needed to put a pick line into me. the procedure for this triggered a major anxiety attack because the length of of the pick line that need to be done through the right arm. This. pick line was essential to help my body clean the infection that was still circulating through out my blood for an additional 6 weeks at home. Once this was completed I notified Moffitt or the circumstances and began regular check ups regarding cancer treatment. 

Unfortunately I was coughing one again and tests again confirmed I had lesions in the lungs and in my spine. We tried many drugs which worked for a short time but didn't stop the cancer growth.  My back pain continued and because of the cancer being in my spine my ability for standing and bending had gotten worse and was preventing me from taking care of my basic needs. Radiation treatment was done to attack the cancer this turned out to be a double edge sword because it had made the bones in the area subject to cracking. Another spinal procedure was suggested because certain areas of the spine had deteriorated because of the cancer so a special type of cement was going to be used to enforce the weakened area which was putting pressure on my lower back. Dr. Tran was the main surgeon for this procedure. Pictured




 

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

BRCA Family Cancer Relief

It started first with my sister in 2011 she survived stage four breast cancer followed by chemo and radiation. The experience left her with serious physical side effects.
But I also learned that my Aunt and my cousin had cancer all on my father side.
Then in 2014 My father’s health condition started to waver as cancer was detected on my father tongue. An operation was done to remove the cancer and a skin graft from his neck was applied.
In 2015 new tests confirmed the cancer my father was being treated for had come back. He was on all types of pills to try and combat the cancer, unfortunately it was spreading.
By late summer 2016 my father was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. He went through a special operation known as the Whipple Surgery to help save his life. 
The operation was supposed to be just 4 hours unfortunately complications occurred 
as it was determined the cancer had spread forcing the operation to last for 12 hours and his weight went from 245lb to 140lb. Chemo and radiation followed behind not long after. The doctor had suggested a stronger dosage with hope of fighting the aggressive cancer but even with the treatment it was determined his condition was terminal as the cancer came back and his body couldn’t fight off the infection.
On March 21, 2017 his doctor had called and we explained to him what his health condition was and he had us immediately admit him into ICU at Fawcett Memorial Hospital unfortunately his health took a turn for the worst. His red and white blood cells were not fighting off the infection and unfortunately, he passed away March 24, 2017, it had been a difficult fight for him.
Unfortunately, my fight was just beginning on March 22 two days before my dad passed, I discovered I had breast cancer and had to have a Mastectomy. I also discovered that I had the genetic mutation known as BRCA in my family that puts me into a high-risk category.
It is now
June 2021 and this gene has been extremely aggressive towards me over the past
four years. Unlike my father mine has stayed around my spine creating walking
and bending issue in vital areas causing me to have radiation treatment and 2
spinal surgeries and forcing me to try various medications including the present
chemo pill treatment. These Lesions are attacking my body..